Oppressive, melancholy
I flying against the density of life
Where is God in this grey
Suffocated sun
Fog reveling in its absence
I, knowing, wondering why
Cursing it
Withdrawing, pouting
Demanding the light
The greyness kidnapping my thoughts
Stealing my energy
Sabotaging my plans
I retreating into contemplation
Searching for the light
Crawling to the place of inner peace
Awakening, relieved – finding the light
Clasping it, wrapping it around my heart
Vowing not to let it escape with the Amen
evocative poem. you have captured the struggle well.
ReplyDeletesounds like hawaii can't get here soon enough :-)